Sunday, October 30, 2016

High Above it All - Remembering God in the face of storms, elections, wars, and more


 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33

Ahh…a nice warm cup of tea, my favorite corner on the couch, our old Jack-Russell waiting to curl up beside my husband or me, the morning news….  That’s our routine before we each must face the work day.   I love that part of the morning, something about it seems to suggest that though the day ahead might be looming, these still moments offer a kind respite before it all begins.  However, the respite is slowly being crowded out as the news continues to bring stories of such deep un-rest residing close to home and throughout our world.  I've learned to keep the T.V. off while soaking in the deeper truths of scripture instead! Yet in spite of, or perhaps because of, spending time with God in His written word,  I find I cannot ignore these news topics either.

In the news:

Follow-ups on Hurricane Matthew in the Southern U.S., as well as updates on the Pacific Northwest “Typhoon” were all the rage a few weeks ago. Actually, Its hard to put the two events in the same sentence since one has been significantly more devastating than the other.  Buildings crumbled under the winds and rain, hundreds of lives lost in Haiti, death-tolls rose from flood waters, and there’s a general sense that we’ve been here before, only under different aliases like Katrina and Sandy. And depending on where one lived, their little brother, Matt, was as much of a bully as they were.  Hmmm...Bullies.  Bullies are all over the news as we watch the color of our skin determine who we love and who we hate.

Of course, also in the news is the presidential race coverage.  Two women still running for president (let’s not forget Jill Stein), and two men (Good ol’ Gary Johnson is hanging in there too), while the two leads, Hillary and Donald, bring their own “hurricane” of sorts, and the general public watches the trajectory of a nation, like a weather tracker watches a storm off the coast.  Distrust mounts, parties find their corners and tighten their gloves; and we the people, are left wondering which is the lesser of two evils.


Still worse is the rising conflict in the Middle East where sorrow lingers on the face of a shell-shocked child, and hovers in the streets like a requiem looking for a cadence.  These are the stories making their way into my home by 7 am, and probably into yours as well. 

We look for answers but answers aren't that easy.  Sometimes we hear the stories and wonder if there’s any hope for a better tomorrow.  What type of future will our children have based on the current world climate – a climate where “typhoons” with water may be the least of their worries?  It’s easy to think that the right government will bring peace - That if we can just get someone good in there, it will all be ok. But the truth is, no one person is that powerful or that good - They were never intended to be.  I am reminded of the words of Gideon in Judges when upon his victory in battle, the people wanted to make him king.  He responded by saying, No.  if I am your king you will look to me rather than to God as your leader.  I wonder how similar we are, looking for a man or a government to rescue us and return us to some form of power where we may once again “thrive”.   Isn’t that what the Jewish people were looking for in Jesus too?  They ushered him in with palm branches, only to shout “crucify him!” a week later when their “coming king” did not perform as expected.  Hate becomes the means to power; and power (in one form or the other) becomes an end in itself.

We are a disappointed and angry nation, and from our passions come, “Crucify him”, “Crucify her".  In our fear we build walls in hopes that we may sandbag ourselves from what we disdain.  Maybe it goes beyond a nation. Maybe we are disappointed and angry world.  Powers posture and hold their stance.  Winds from all directions converge into a perfect storm.  And we wonder what will happen as the waters of war, politics, and disasters rise.

There is but one place where hope is found
The band For All Seasons, says it this way:


"Waters roar and mountains fall
you remain high above it all.  You are high above it all!
Kingdoms rage and nations shake
but you remain high above it all; 
you are high above it all, Almighty God!"


And so like David in Psalm 77, we pause to remember the One who laid the foundations of the earth, and made the sea with a breath.  Where a barren life birthed a nation, while provision was found in a thicket.  Where waters obeyed, and enslaved people were freed.  We recall the One who made the walls fall at the sound of His trumpeted name.  Light shined in the darkness even when the darkness could not comprehend it. This is our God!  - Strong and powerful, High above it all!

And let us not forget that He is also the one who comes near to the broken-hearted, visits the lonely and rejected, and keeps our tears for safe-keeping.  He binds wounds, and forgives sins. He calls the sinner out of the sycamore to share a meal, He gave the prostitute a new name. He loved when love didn’t make sense; and hung on a tree to shatter the power of hate, vengeance, and death…sin.  And he will not forget us – you, me, the country and this world.  We are remembered by Him.  We are forgiven by Him. We are loved by Him.  I need this reminder, don't you? In the words of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, “Then peeled the bells more loud and deep: God is not dead nor doth he sleep!”* (Words penned by him during a deep grief of his own.)

These current happenings are held in the care of The One who is both powerful and good.  Yet, like so many who have gone before us, we wonder if He is indeed good.  We ask why in his goodness and power have things not changed.  We have questions without answers.  …That’s for the next blog post. For now, we will remember Isaiah 57 - 



A Message from the high and tower God,
    Who lives in Eternity,
    Whose name is Holy:
“I live in the high and holy places,
     But also with the low-spirited, the spirit-crushed,
And what I do is put new spirit in them,

      Get them up and on their feet again. - Isaiah 57:15



*I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day, By Henry Wadsworth Longfellow 1863

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Saddling Up - Setting fear aside to follow God!

The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Deut 31:8

A few week ago I enjoyed a weekend get-away with my family and a few friends at Kennedy Meadows Resort and Pack Station.  Kennedy (as we've come to call it) is nestled near the Sierra Nevada Summit in California.  It's one of the last honest cowboy places around, and certainly not "fancy"!  But it's run by real cowboys, and comes complete with a saloon, pack station, a general store, and rustic cabins for overnight stays.  My husband's parents have spent over fifty summers there and know the horses and trails like the back of their hands.  They are great trail guides and generously offer such trips to us when we come, so of course we planned a ride with our friends for the weekend!  

Our friends were new to riding horseback and anxiety was a little high as we waited for a guided trail ride.  I was quick to remind them that the horses know this trail better than we do, so we can trust them!  Trust...hmmm... so here's a teeny confession: Sometimes trust doesn't always come easy for me and when I ride (novice that I am!), I try too hard to control the horse’s movements, tenaciously holding the reigns thinking I know the route better than the creatures who spend countless days taming it (Think James 4:13-15).  And,...well...Usually that’s how I end up in the brush, off the trail, scratched up and trying to turn around (I think that’s called repentance!)  

OK, back to the story.  We spent an hour or so that day meandering through meadows, making our way through the rustic woods and across a river that moved through the meadows like a quiet blessing.  It's funny, while the river seemed quiet, it felt much different as we tried to cross it.  The water's voice grew louder as we made our way into it. The horses hooves slipped and "clopped" on the rocks immersed just beneath the surface. Some of the riders were unsure how to let the horse cross, and there was a little hollering, whinnying, and splashing - anxious chaos! Yet we made our way through those deceptively still waters! 


When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. – Isa 43:2

On the other side came an unexpected respite as the deer lazily greeted us, exchanging soft glances our way while we lingered through gigantic redwood trees that stood as cathedrals among the aspen and wild flowers. It was lovely! 

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways submit to him,
    And he will make your paths straight.  Prov 3:5-6

When our ride ended and we returned to the pack station, I asked our friend Ana, who was visiting from Europe, if she enjoyed it.  Here is what she said: “At first, I felt a lot of fear inside.  I was worried about what might happen, but then I said in my mind to the horse, ‘I know that you are used to this, you know what you are doing, and where you are going; so I will trust you. I will not let fear control me.  If I hold on to fear it will only make things worse. This is good. I am safe. So Let’s go!’  Then I enjoyed the ride very much.”

I couldn’t help but notice how Ana’s story mirrors the journey of following Christ.  It begins with trust - trusting in something, or someone, beyond ourselves to journey us into something new.  But trust can be hard, especially when it means going in a direction that feels unfamiliar or scary, and it requires our surrender! We sense the invitation but fear-feeding thoughts rise to the surface of our mind, don’t they?  We become riddled with what-if’s.  What if I can’t control this? (Hint: We already can’t! ;-)) What if something bad happens and I can’t fix it?  What if I find myself alone with no idea where to go? What if I’m humiliated and lose respect from others? What if this decision causes loss or pain to those I love? What if ….? 

Fear can keep me from ever putting my foot in the stirrup and getting on the horse at all!  Sometimes I’d rather keep my feet on the ground, safe and secure in my comfy place, called predictability.  If our friends did that we would not have gotten on those horses that day; and we would have missed the journey and beauty of the ride.  If Ana stayed focused on her fear, even when she was on the horse, her ride would have been miserable and the only enjoyable part would have been when it was over!   Horses aside, I’ve done that in life, haven’t you? I've opted out of  something when it felt too hard or scary; or in lack of surrender, I’ve gritted my teeth through the journey counting the minutes instead of the blessings – holding tight to the reigns, trying to steer in directions not meant for me.  

Surrendering to the ride is much better.  That’s when we can rest in the calm splendor of God and encounter beautiful rivers of life-giving mercy and grace.  I remember the sound of the horses’ hooves on the rocks as we crossed the river with our friends that day; and I wonder if it isn't similar to how we might can recall the voice of God leading us through the waters of our own story.  He reminds us that, though we may be anxious, He is good and will be good to us.  


Like Ana at the start of her ride, we can say with confidence to God,  "I know that this is not new to you.  You know what you are doing and where you are going.  So I will trust you and I will not let fear control me, fear will only make things worse! This is good, I am safe, so let’s go!”